Respuesta a Respuestas, pero que no será enviada a quien (co) responde

I am happy you're fine. I was worried about your head that didn't stop bleeding...
I am thankful for your invitation. I know you know I like fancy places. Even if you teased me for it, I won't blame you for such a non-polite gesture. It WAS an expensive bill, but I think we both deserved that frame.
I am relieved that you are not mad at me. Actually I knew it, but it was a way to find out if you wanted to talk to me after this weekend.
I knew you would need time to reflect about what we talked. But a was scared to move you away, too far away.
Sometimes I use my honesty as a way to scare people and make them run away from me.
One part of me begs for this to work out with you once and for all. I cannot keep myself any longer doing it with you. Neither I mean to.
My weakness is frightening me.
I know the day will come for me to say "enough, I give up", if you push me just a little bit more...
Don't do it, please. I would hate myself for crossing that line that would spoil us forever, making us to feel ashamed of what we are.

As for the necklace, I swear to God I knew you would do that. But it was the lowest price I could never have paid for such an extra-moments of serendipity.
I was more than willing to do it.
Moreover, somehow, I felt happy for doing it.

Thanks for that. It meant a lot to me as well.

Big Hug.

PS: I am very aware I lost a bet. And I am willing to pay. Just don't ask for it, OK?